Goodbye?

Do you have to use the word "bye"? I hate people telling me bye, especially you, because it sounded like you don't want to see me again.

This time, I'll wait for you to contact me... If you don't, maybe it means that you never wanted to be with me to begin with? Maybe it means that, I have been lying to myself since the beginning...

Unfortunately, I am very good at lying to myself... So... no more...